Last night when I was in class, I didn’t know why but my legs were hurting me. I thought it would go away, but again today my legs and knees have been hurting me again. I realized that I just need a new pair of shoes. I can seriously see the shape of my feet and almost my toes under my shoes. I’m really enjoying the new mild weather we have here in Montreal. It’s been so nice to walk outside on dry sidewalks and a wind that is almost warm. School is simply overwhelming. I felt like throwing up tonight - not because of stress, but because I am almost literally sick of the amount of things I need to do and the little amount of time I’ve got. It’s like, my body can’t take it anymore and rejects school work. I guess I haven’t been doing a good job at resting, I desperately need more sleep, but I always think I can’t afford sleeping because there’s too much to do. I got an email from Pearl! It’s always neat to get emails from people you don’t see anymore but that you keep thinking of… in my case, they remind me of a peaceful land and life (I need to remember that). “The Sentence in Written English”, “Thinking English Grammar”, “Understanding and Using English Grammar”, “Advanced English Grammar” are a few of the books piled up on my desk. There’s a strike going on tomorrow so I don’t have my afternoon class I believe (great I’ll do some more work!). Only two more days of internship in a school and I’ll be done for this year’s internship.

“And those words that were spoken and written by the apostle Paul, apply just as much to our lives today as they did two thousand years ago when he wrote them: that in our lives, no matter where we could go, who we could meet, what we could see or what we could earn or be given to us or accomplish, there is nothing in our lives, that will ever even come close to the greatness of knowing, Jesus Christ our Lord.”

Yes, I was listening to Third Day - Nothing Compares. That’s what I should do. Just rest my soul in God, there is nothing more important, nothing that has more worth than the greatness of knowing Jesus Christ as my Savior and I should stop and focus on Him, not on my concerns and business and tiredness and sickness. I can’t work anymore anyways.