http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpBWWsOdJ9s

 An explanation.

Well my sister came for a visit this weekend, well we had to shop for my bridesmaid dress. And since we always have a lot of fun with cameras and the like, she had a lot of fun making a mini video when I was gone to the bathroom. So you can see it by clicking on the address. It’s really useless for you probably, but if you want to see what kind of younger sister I have, please check it out.

It’s no fun she’s gone now. I don’t feel like reading and doing school stuff that I should have done yesterday. I’ll have to sometime.

You know, never in my life I left like we were a lot of people on earth. I grew up in a very small village, lived two years in a small community in Sherbrooke and two years in a small town in Saskatchewan. That’s something I was probably not prepared to face when I came to Montreal; so many people. We obviously look like millions of ants walking around, minding our own business, trying to have a good life, taking care of ourselves, and for some of us, trying to reach out to people and tell them that there is more, and that’s found in Jesus. It’s actually, for me, a bit depressing. Because there is really no room for anybody being more important than anybody and even though that’s the way it is on earth, when we think about it, we’re all the same, all human, all at the same level, all ants.

Sometimes I wonder what’s our worth, there are so many people anyways, and that’s just what my yes can see. I don’t even think of other places on earth, that’s just Montreal downtown. And I wonder why God would even care about us as a group (human beings) and I get even more distressed when I remember that God cares about me personally, everyday. What’s the point? Am I not insignifiant? I don’t know. All our efforts to reach out and do good and tell people about Jesus seem so little. It seems that we, little creatures, desire great things and can’t be satisfied with little. I’m not saying we should be satisfied with small good things, but we shouldn’t be discouraged because nothing big happens and persevere witht the small things.