No, I did not spend sleepless nights into textbooks and notes… I did not worry very much about my finals, although, I did a little bit. I had three finals since I’m taking four courses this semester and since one teachr does not like exams and has given us assignments throughout the semester instead. So it was not so bad for me. I did study steadily for two weeks though. And now, it’s all behind, I wrote my last exam tonight. I just have a presentation to make tomorrow and it’s not graded… so I’m pretty much done with this semester.

At one point I got confused with studying. I didn’t know if the way I was gettin ready was proper. I felt frustrated and confused : what if I had spent so many hours thinking I was getting ready… but I was not? All kinds of doubts. It’s fun when you already have 70% accumulated in your course and don’t have to worry about passing or not your final. But when you accumulated only 40%… you think differently. Both situtions were part of my life this semester.

Thanks for those who prayed for me. The exam I dreaded to most was indeed to be dreaded. I don’t think I’ll pass the exam, I don’t think I’ll pass this course at all. Yeah it’s bothering me. Yeah it’ll confuse my schedule and I won’t be able to do my internship next semester and yeah I will have to spend 5 years in university instead of four - if I fail one course this semester. Yeah, it is very probable and I am at peace. Why? Because my life is still in God’s hands and He teaches me through my failures and my successes, He’s got a plan whatever comes my way and if He really wants me to pass, I will. Life is simple.

So anyways, my other exams went ok I believe. I’ll let you know if I pass or not… I still celebrated my last exam with a mars bar.